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Where we all hide away!
Don't die
The Darkness of this Place

Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
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Without you I could of never ended my breath

Act Of Depression
I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls,
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love,
I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression,
and before I knew it my body was lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
Without you I could of never ended my breath
Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
No more pain, no more love, for you have chosen suicide as the way out... help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor,
pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation
I will not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good
I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life!!!!!!!!

Here you stand seething with guilt
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silence only justifies this act of cowardice

I tried so hard to be her day
but the night has already taken me away
shedding dreams under the maple tree
where i carved your name
nothing left, not even time
straight reads the line
his life had reached the end
wanting only to be loved by adrienne
latters explained his grief
but she would never read
his wrists would bleed
but she would never see
so he took his life at the age of 23
and she had always loved him
be he would never know
for she covered her love
like stars cover the sky
hiding her heart
fearing what he would find inside
years took her away
a widow she remained
holding him deep inside
wishing she too would die
time favors no one and if we wait
we too can fall in love
a second too late

I'll attack someone with a switchblade knife
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So that I can see their pain.

You don't wanna wake up tomorrow cause you know you'll open your eye's and see another day
Another day that you don't wanna wake up from
You can't let go now you can't give up now cause we do love you even if people are lying to you
mistreating you the lies that you can't handle to deal with a second longer!
wrote by me

some-one out there really does love you even though they can't show it well people will laught at your expience they will lead you to tears but it's not worth killing yourself over cause you are loved people will mourn your passing even if you don't beleive they care!!!!